God, are you there?

Okay, shifting to a more serious note :religion. Now, not to say I'm an agnostic or whatever but I don't particularly think of God often. So for me, God is God is God. Every religion has their own God but for me, I think that there is only one God taking many forms so people from different backgrounds can all believe in something.

My parents, in particular, my dad always say that a person must fulfill their so-called spiritual obligation but I don't know if I have one. I never knew what to do when faced with praying. Like today, for example. The whole family had to go *a place to worship*

to take care of some 'spiritual obligation' but when it was my turn, my mind just went blank. I mean, I did all the necessary rituals but I just did not know what to say to God.

Well, God, if you are out there somewhere, I think I need some guidance or signs to show me you are there, so I can finally accept and have faith in you.

till next time,

still troubled.